She had been at sea for three decades her first voyage at age eighteen a week after her marriage in the year of our Lord 1883
She married a sailing man captain of his own ship handsome, bearded and tall a fine commander of his men as they searched the sea for whales
She loved life at sea and could imagine no other the motion of the ship the sounds of the rigging and the sails the quiet companionship with her husband every evening
She was beloved by her husbandβs men whom she mothered well having had no sons of her own but nurtured and healed patched and sewed bloodied and broken hearts and men
Often she came out on deck for she knew when they would find them and though she was in the stern and the lookout was high in the crow's nest she saw many whales they missed
She thrilled each time she saw them awed by their sheer size marveling at their strength humbled by their beauty careful to hide her feelings
Sometimes she could feel when a whale would blow and she would call to the first mate so the men looked at her as the whale passed unseen
Most times she silently prayed willing the lookout to search the wrong spot of ocean and felt again the pang of disloyalty to her husband for he commanded a whaling ship
But then the lookout's call came "Thar she blows!" and the men sprang to action taking after the whale in longboats while she escaped below
She had seen before the killing she would not watch again too many whales succumbed to exploding harpoons and a death horrifyingly cruel
And she wondered what would happen if only whales could scream . . .
Originally written on 4 Feb 2006 at 11:57 PM.
This poem is very close to my heart, as I have been strongly morally opposed to whaling since childhood, and it was inspired by the following wrenching quote:
The methods have hardly evolved since Dr. Harry D. Lillie worked as a ship's doctor on a whaling expedition in the Antarctic in 1946:
"If we can imagine a horse having two or three explosive spears stuck into its stomach and being made to pull a butcher's truck through the streets of London while it pours blood in the gutter, we shall have an idea of the present method of killing. The gunners themselves admit that if whales could scream the industry would stop, for nobody would be able to stand it."
I recently read the wonderful book "Fluke, or I know Why the Winged Whale Sings" by Christopher Moore, in which , though it is a work of (mostly) humorous fiction, he recounts a factual occurrence of a mother whale attempting to protect her calf from the Japanese whaling ship pursuing them. In Japan, whales are considered to be nothing more than fish, with therefore no moral reason not to hunt them to extinction, but her actions showed the whalers onboard the ship that she truly displayed a mammalian motherly love, and moved many of them to tears.
There is still room for hope, but we have to act NOW, and drag our government officials into the 21st century kicking and screaming if need be.