When I was little I thought being teenagers had the best life. Staying up late, no rules, being able to drive, having a boyfriend, having a phone Little did I know those late nights would be spent with tears streaming down my face, the rules were still there, just about how I have to cover my shoulders to avoid ****, I had to resist driving into something to end my life, I would have my heart broken by a stupid guy, having a phone was what caused me to want to die.