You reside in the depths of my mind
You always seem to come out at the worst times
The "what ifs" and "whys?" Seem to take control and never pass me by
No matter how much I cry
No matter how much I beg
No matter how ******* angry I am
You never seem to give

You're a weight
Nothing more
You drag me to the depths of my sadness
And leave me forlorn
Whilst I sit at the bottom
And think about what went wrong
I remember

          you've been here all along