"Humans can't survive alone"
I listened to that words.
I feel the pain of knowing that it's true.
I feel everything,
I would like not to.
I would like to lose feelings.
I would like to not be alive.
"I like to be alone"
"It's better to be alone"
I repeat,
Again and again in my head,
As I feel lonely,
Isolated.
"I don't need anyone"
"I can do things on my own"
I scream once again.
I tremble.
I try to calm myself.
"Calm down, everything it's going to be okay"
"It's better this way"
I talk to myself.
I embrace myself.
I can't breath.
I can't stop crying.
"Stop being stupid"
"You can do this"
These are the voices in my head.
Or it's my conscience talking to me?
I lost my reason.
I don't know anymore.
They talk,
I scream.
"I want to be alone"