Yeah, if I ever get there one day I will be far away somewhere between heaven & hell in the only land my ancestors ever knew a stranger in my own homeland struggling to translate my surroundings & far away from you & all this madness ofΒ Β those who would call me mad back to where there's no black mark next to my name & where no-one yet knows my pain can you erase the past & re-write your future I'm going to try & save the best dance for you the one you won't see from a distance but which will be beautiful & I'll be looking at Moscow holding it's iron snow between my palms & walking the same streets that made my skin & bones one day, if I ever get there & each night the wind will sing to me of you, boy & of the future we never had & of the green & pleasant hills I left behind but I'll be walking those Moscow streets getting used to new heartbeats yeah some day, if I ever get there one day I'll be far away & some say love is blind so I'll be wearing that blindfold so as not to slip up
I might end up back where I was born soon.. it's been 22 years since I was last there but certain circumstances in my life are sort of putting me into the position of maybe being forced to go back there soon & abandon my current life... & who knows... it might even be for the best...too much **** has happened to me in the last 3 years... & I just want to leave it all behind..& move to somewhere that knows nothing of what happened to me ( yet)