There was a child once full of barely hidden laughter and mischief emotions endlessly poured out and back in like a tide tasting a new shore for the first time Where is that child i wonder
there was a traveler once thirsting for the experience and life seen all around headfirst diving into the world accepting fearing nothing and witnessed with wide eyes where is that traveler i wonder
there was a husband once overflowing with found shining love joy swamping easily the baseless fear of loss proven in horrible perfection in a moment where is that husband i wonder
there was a father once completely enamored of a tiny squalling form filled with a something that could not be defined until it was gone drained and replaced with horror where is that father i wonder
there was a lover once coupled a shy temerity with a respectful tenderness opening to possible love as a flower to sun bruised and rejected on occasion though ever hopeful where is that lover i wonder
there was a soldier once who stood up with passion for those who could not heart on the sleeve and thunder on the brow viewing the world as a problem to be fixed where is that soldier i wonder
there was a fighter once who smiled sadly as he fought and killed in the name of money laughing at the jokes his companions made in desperate tones as they hid the slowly acidic thoughtful fear of being the bad guys where is that fighter i wonder
there was a man once betrayed and broken by this world and his choices looking back across the memories that swirl and sift ashes and dust that are all the remains of a once laughing child and i don't need wonder where that man is.