I don't believe in the words you say
No matter how hard I try to force myself
I always fall in between restraint
Your words will always be a contruction of lies
Even if they were built on how you believe things will be
How you forsee you and me but I,
I will always hide behind my doubt
I will always get used to the feeling of people leaving
It's kind of sad to know that the only love I have ever known
Is the love I always offered
Receiving nothing in return
So I'm sorry if I find everything hard to believe
Even if they are just words on screen
There is only one thing I want you to believe
That I know how much effort and emotion you put into them
But it's just that I feel that those words
Are never meant for me

n.j.