Was i born to write? To transcribe syllables from thought and mind, To breathe and bring life, And at the same time Wage war with And those against? To cement myself in a comfortable coffin and suffocate in the absence of light? Or was i born to pull back the night And paint violent colors of red And Yellow And Orange And Call it the morning sky? Well i regret to tell you, that i neglected to tell you that i tremble. And not just from freight. A paintbrush- i can't hold tight. Instead, let my fingers find letters- my favorite is I. Let my fingers find letters And I'll string together What lies beyond Clouds, and the highest high. The sun and the stars. A parallel planet, And it's inferior nights. An alien planet, And our life through their eyes. So miniscule, At most benign. Let my fingers find letters And i will create A line. I will bend it's shape, Perfect it, And let it sing it's praise. Let my fingers find letters. I will captivate.