I stand out in the dark my fear making me a spotlight where everyone can see how I'm frozen to the spot eyes wide, staring at one point that seems to be masked by the dark. But I can see it, it's there, it has to be. Wait... I think it moved. I'm gone I'm gone I'm gone I'm dead I'm dead I'm dead Sing a little something please just to calm me so I can go in peace. That's all I want. As my fear lights me up showing me off to the evil around me. To the darkness To the darkness Here I am for you to take me Away from the light that makes me A target. Stop. No more. Fear is controlling me making me shine in places that I don't want to be. That thing is moving closer closer to me. To me. To me. Please leave me be. I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared of what is to become of me if I allow myself to shine in the wrong way in the dark. The dark the dark the dark Go away please. These imagined creatures are torturing me. They're all my eyes can perceive since my vision is clouded with fear fear fear and nothing is clear clear clear. I must get out pull my feet out of the ground but it is so difficult as they have become roots seeking the safety and stability that the soil provides them. I still can't move my legs and now my arms are frozen above my head and I feel my skin becoming more rough and I find that I no longer have a mouth. I can't speak, scream, or fight my rooted feet had sunk too deep and the spotlight has gone away yet I am here to stay to witness others get lost just like me and watch their painful transition into a tree Whose face is etched in hard lines on the trunk and whose mind wanders like they used to But yet nothing is the same anymore as their feet sunk too deep since their fear made them take root in the dark In the dark In the dark
This is kind of what I fear while being in the dark.