My friend and my enemy for so many years Bringing me constantly back into tears Holding me back, taking control Watching and laughing while taking her toll Making a home in the back of my mind Discovering secrets that no one could find Giving me feelings like never before Quietly whispering, not anymore Satisfaction as you waste away More and more bones everyday Deceiving and lying, warping your thoughts Leaving you dying, shaken, distraught And after your life's been too close to hell She moves on to the next, without a farewell