I haven't been sleeping
for you've been haunting me
in every dream I dream

I haven't been eating
for my plate reminds me of the times
we talked about our favorites

I haven't been talking
to my friends, to my family, to everyone
for you were the only one I talked to

I haven't been myself
for I wasn't really myself
when I was talking to you

I was more than myself
and now that you're gone
I'm back to the nothing before you happened