Maybe you do waste too much time trying to find reason in your cigarettes. And maybe you want too bad to find your heart inside the sky - or maybe even in the ocean. And you're not really feeling like yourself anymore. Because you lost a part of your soul inside of him. But there will always be people who cannot handle your grace, your beauty, your wisdom, your heart, mostly because they cannot handle their own. Nothing is infinite, not even loss, and you will find yourself again.