Tears- I feel like its all i hold.
Like one word is said,
And i burst like i cant control the way i am.
I cant hear one thing without thinking of a
million memories or things ive messed up.
There are times i feel like i am invisible
and then realize i'm not i am just the thing
that messes everything up.
Like a destructive mess..
Tears are all ive come to familirize from.
Ive cried for days and smiled so little.
Why?
I never know...
There are only few things that make me smile anymore.