Jun 2015
I wanna run away from here
It sound super simple, I really would do it
But the sole thing keeping me is fear
I wanna run far from my parents
They're the sole problem keeping me from being happy
Such rules and expectations in which they demand adherence
I wanna run away to be with you
Thats all we need and itll fix everything thats wrong
Right now Im struggling...with no means to push through
I wanna run right now
But I wont have a home to come back to if I do
This is something my parents just wont allow
I would run to you, run far from this place, far from everything
But I would be pulled back by my parents in the back of a policecar no doubt
They would confiscate everything I have as means of anything
Which means id never be able to see or hear from you ever again
I dont want that...it wouldnt be a life worth living, but then again how is now any better?
I want to be there as soon as possible and you know that
But the fear instilled through blackmail in me keeps me planted here
There are other perspectives that I am forced to look at
Dont think Im not trying
Dont think Im abandoning you...
Im not..,
Abandoning you believe it or not...would be coming to you cause once I return youre gone for good
It sound super simple, I really would do it
But the sole thing keeping me is fear
I wanna run far from my parents
They're the sole problem keeping me from being happy
Such rules and expectations in which they demand adherence
I wanna run away to be with you
Thats all we need and itll fix everything thats wrong
Right now Im struggling...with no means to push through
I wanna run right now
But I wont have a home to come back to if I do
This is something my parents just wont allow
I would run to you, run far from this place, far from everything
But I would be pulled back by my parents in the back of a policecar no doubt
They would confiscate everything I have as means of anything
Which means id never be able to see or hear from you ever again
I dont want that...it wouldnt be a life worth living, but then again how is now any better?
I want to be there as soon as possible and you know that
But the fear instilled through blackmail in me keeps me planted here
There are other perspectives that I am forced to look at
Dont think Im not trying
Dont think Im abandoning you...
Im not..,
Abandoning you believe it or not...would be coming to you cause once I return youre gone for good
Long distance relationships are the hardest and as I come up on 4 months of rocky rocky road the on only thing on my mind and the only thing I want is to be in her loving arms.
Too bad my parents forbid me from going by myself "right now" and insist I wait even longer to a time that is inopportune and to a point where she said "just dont bother coming" "I dont want to see you" because they picked the worst time and she wont be able to cherish the time and instead shell be stressing about going back to school the next day and stuff...
URGH! Knock some sense into my parents or better yet knock em out so I can go
Too bad my parents forbid me from going by myself "right now" and insist I wait even longer to a time that is inopportune and to a point where she said "just dont bother coming" "I dont want to see you" because they picked the worst time and she wont be able to cherish the time and instead shell be stressing about going back to school the next day and stuff...
URGH! Knock some sense into my parents or better yet knock em out so I can go
