How do you tell someone what you have done to yourself? How do you tell that to someone you actually really like? How do you tell someone that you are still in the process of getting out of it? How do you tell someone that you've hurt yourself and have scary scars all over your body? How do you explain those marks on your body and still pray that the person will stay? How do you tell someone about that without being afraid that they might laugh at you for being a failure? How do you tell someone about your past?
I don't know what to do. I've never been this scared in my entire life.