Language is one of my favorite things for which I displayed an early facility I toyed with foreign languages but went no further it wasn’t where I wanted to spend my time
I wanted to save the whales improve education fight poverty protect our environment a whole host of causes I visited in a repeating cycle whirling faster and faster until
I created my own vortex and then found myself at the far end of a wormhole with no idea how I got there much less how to return and found myself observing every time I behaved badly in excruciating detail
A tactless comment a thoughtless act each small transgression building stone by stone until I created a fortress walling myself within this invisible shield
When we touch is it you or me who feels remotely?
All dissolves into Oneness.
17 July 2005
I wrote this poem shortly before my divorce became final. I have read it in public but this is the first time it appears in print.