They say that flowers start to fall when they die. I didn’t understand why, why such a pretty thing should suffer an acrid downfall, under the influence of gravity. But I guess now, I finally know why. because today, I feel like I’m falling. And the strong foundation I tried to build for more that twenty-thousand years is starting to crumble, right below the sole of my feet. and I feel the water flowing coming from the inside. and I feel cold. I knew, I’ve been dying.