May 2015
"do you have anything to say to me?"
why don't you love me?
why aren't i good enough for you?
what did i do to you?
why did you abandon me?
you've never actually loved me like you loved him
was there ever a time i didn't disappoint you?
i wish i didn't need you but i do
i love you
i wish you knew how much you mean to me
why do you want to fix me so **** badly?
sometimes i feel like a stranger in this house
i know you regret me
i regret me
i don't know if i can forgive you
i hope i can
will i ever feel like when i was eight
when you'd give me piggy-back rides and smiles?
i miss you
i'm sorry i'm not the daughter you want,
nor will i probably ever be
why don't you ever let me explain myself?
why is everything my fault?
will this barrier between us ever break?
"no."
(h.l.)
why don't you love me?
why aren't i good enough for you?
what did i do to you?
why did you abandon me?
you've never actually loved me like you loved him
was there ever a time i didn't disappoint you?
i wish i didn't need you but i do
i love you
i wish you knew how much you mean to me
why do you want to fix me so **** badly?
sometimes i feel like a stranger in this house
i know you regret me
i regret me
i don't know if i can forgive you
i hope i can
will i ever feel like when i was eight
when you'd give me piggy-back rides and smiles?
i miss you
i'm sorry i'm not the daughter you want,
nor will i probably ever be
why don't you ever let me explain myself?
why is everything my fault?
will this barrier between us ever break?
"no."
(h.l.)
if you guys are confused the opening line is the mother speaking to the daughter, the italics is everything the daughter wanted to say back, the ending statement is what the daughter ends up saying.
