I want to trust you
I really do

But you see,
Last time I misplaced
My trust
It nearly killed me

So you'll understand
If I push you away
Because if I let you in
You're there to stay

And once you are in
If you leave
I will shatter
Into so many pieces
I will never recover

So I'm sorry,
But you are just too good
And I don't know if I can risk
Letting someone in again