here comes number two this time I didn’t want to be through this is the second overdose at least I’m not comatose
first I had this headache but then I felt my back ache my hands were kinda trembling my legs wouldn’t stop bending
my head began to tighten my mom needed to be enlightened I tried to talk with her all my words were blurred
they asked if they could help in a way I just needed to keep my body at bay it was hard to breathe I knew I needed to leave
in the car came more spasms I don’t think she even fathomed this is what happens you see when you need meds to be
they ask me how much I took to overdose on lithium I just gave an astonishing look I didn’t do this for fun
I’m here because I’m seizing on a dose that was wrote by my doctor you see so I could finally be normal to me.
you just lay me here to quiver and you’re in here faking this alarm is awakening BP one forty three over ninety four I’m convulsing, almost to the floor my heart rate is up to one fifty this could not be anymore ******
you wanna give me ativan after I tell you they said no benzos plus I’m on this other, atypical antipsychotic oh, I forgot to mention that other overdose. I don’t need to frolic in a white pill sea that’s now beneath me
I just want this to stop. this constant convulsing the unwanted tightening it goes from bottom to top
over an hour later it finally chose to stop when the blood work was fine my heart was on a normal line