- I’ve always thought you were like the earth after rain, dripping, slipping off beaten leaves strong and steady, with light purples gracing, all around us wrapped up in each other. You are soft greys filling each moment, hiding under cedar stairs to hear the thunder voices scream fighting metal to find the comfort in negative spaces. You are lightly dancing to beat up records filled with grease filling me with old spice, and ****** hair gel. You are clear fall days, falling keeping us safe from our demons, who bite and claw, filling the air with their blood. You are a burning laptop hiding under the blankets of a movie fort, the comfort of laughter in dark. You are dusty old barns with sunbeams breaking through in midday, old worn playgrounds where small children play. You are the empty church, when others have left stiff wooden benches and soft candle rays bathed in incense and leftover wine. You are the spring time changing each day you are the winter remaining the same. You are the flowers sitting outside striving for sunlight through the darkest of times You are the warmth of tea after the day's hours. You are the thoughts in my mind, the first words spoken in a long time.