Today. Today is one of those days i self introspect a lot more than usual. Today is one of those days when every nook and corner of every unpleasant memory is revisitied. Today is one of those days when my anxiety is on magic mushrooms, it causes me to question my life and if anyone ever likes me at all. Today is one of those days if there was a hypothetical situation where I had to fight for my life to survive, Iād rather just give up. Today is one of those days in the depths of my day dreams, I feel like stabbing myself in the heart over and over again, until I drown in a pool of blood. Not literally though.