She was like the forest cold & whispering your name by the wind although her depths were something that only the bravest ones ever dared to appreciate she became so rainy & tempestuous for she couldn't truly feel herself she felt as cold as winter & then she took her last breath and with your name on her flying leaves & thick branches she ripped herself apart then there was a river a crimson flow so risky to approach yet beautifully tempting and those who once came by to appreciate her beauty & her vivid deep green were now so scared of her that they thought she wanted to swallow 'em whole how could ever she? she had ripped herself apart only to see & feel her own depths which once she believed were way too shallow for someone to enjoy being around her but now how could someone ever enjoy being around a dead forest? she died, but at least with no doubt that once she was alive & deep.
(whatever it takes to feel alive whatever it takes to feel whole whatever it takes to feel deeply even if it takes your own life away)