I am a Pandora's box
: an enigma
: a flow of contradictions
I am infinitely pulled by madness and lucidity
: ambiguous
: definite
I am the lake and the river
: deep
: never-ending
I am explosion and implosion
: wrecking anything great
: and infinitesimal in my wake
I am the universe and the  vacuum
: expanding
: condensing
I am two poles wide apart
: the northern
: the southern
I am two realms
: the real
: the surreal
I am the skies and the earth
making love to birth a questionable existence
Dangling precariously on the edge
Floating in a current of self-made paradoxes
Born to be my own antithesis
And breathe with the complexity of it all

Pray forgive me then,
For living as I am
Is a battle in itself