I know this is sad to say,
But I am addicted to the feeling,
Of feeling nothing at all.
I am addicted to the idea,
That drugs and alcohol can solve all my problems.
They take me from this world,
They numb all my pain.
They make my emotions, seem as if they don't exist.
I love feeling nothing at all,
I love being numb..
I love feeling as though my mind is an endless void of darkness,
In which I don't think about anything at all.
I wish I could feel nothing all the time,
Then I would finally find happiness.