winter nights, the gumtrees would brush up against my window. i could hear the leaves fall, and the branches twist, the raindrops slapping the pavement, the beaded droplets slithering down my window. and when i looked out into the midnight darkness, i saw dim street lights, and bobbing buoys detailed with marine lights. i could smell the fine detail of smoke, the salty crisp air.
those nights, i wished your body was next to mine, sleeping soundly- i would have imagined you smelled like salt and rain- me, tracing the rope burns stamped into your palm. and those nights, while the playful gumtrees tickled my window... i knew everything would be sound in the morning.
been working on this for awhile now. missing home and you **