When the day squares off neatly: No flex in the coating. No chips or cracks, Nothing to catch in my breath; Why do I find myself here, Where a smile grates?
When I connect to the grid: Fumble through smalltalk, Have a pint or two, And learn my place (in that order); Why do I find myself here, Where the panic waits?
When Spring cuts the chill: A simmering sun inhales the frost. Fog retreats to regroup As stoats skitter across busy back-roads. Why do I find myself here, Where pressure propagates?
Maybe my perception is warped.
It's sometimes warmer here, (where a smile grates). It's sometimes safer here, (where the panic waits). It's sometimes easier here, (where pressure propagates).
Maybe I'll stay a while.
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Still getting the hang of dealing with my anxiety.