I've awoken now. Quite down little birds. My mind muddied and blurred. Where am I now and how.. Did I get here? Rusty, still turning on like that old junker that'd never start first time. Memories mysty drips and drabs of last night. Unshaven from days ago. Dirt and blood laced aftershave. Was it one night or a week, maybe they blended together. The nights are the worst they always bring the day. Recoil finding myself all over again. It's Thursday.