Yelling at the TV feeling so small Another loved one dead why don't you just take them all one by one we die but in support groups we cry we all have pain in life but no one truly gets it at all I just sit so alone and small everyone says I can come to them anytime but it's not their problem they don't wanna here me whine so I choose to sit and decay don't let anyone see me today I've buried myself in everything that's bad for my health and I don't want them to be disgusted with me so let me sit let me rot everyone's gonna die so why not me just let the rest of my family be please please please! STOP STOP STOP take me instead take me instead if I had a choice she'd be alive and id be dead
I lost a loved one today and just having trouble accepting it so this is how I channeled everything...enjoy the people you have nothing in this life is promised