I think about burning my bridge with heaven a lot Crave that sweet release Drip drip Blood trickling Down my arm, my leg God can't help me now I'm draining Draining myself of pain, I don't feel pain anymore I don't feel anything It's euphoric really, the sight of blood soothes me
White sheets, Stained from late nights Razor's edge, dragged along, free of fright Press harder Go deeper It doesn't hurt anymore
I thought I could be an Angel This is how I died Jumped and realized I cannot fly (All along, I knew, my wings would give. I cut them too) (I did it on purpose) Can't you see? The sight of my own blood, It soothes me
God Almighty, who the **** are you? A savior who did not save me You didn't even try Just like my parents "Oh, she's fine" But now comes the day Today they will have to say- "Oh, she's dead" I want to pound it into their ignorant heads SHE'S DEAD SHE'S DEAD
Her own mind killed her Now she's free Somewhere floating in the sea The sea of dead girls Not above, but deep down below Heaven would not take me Ah... Hello Hell, I know you would come for me.
To take your own life is to sin But how? Why? I did not win The devil did And I praised him You kicked me out and he took me in Wrapped me in razors Swaddled me in sin
How does it feel To be beaten at your own game? You built me and I put you to shame ******* You ignorant man Save me? It appears as if you no longer can This girl, she's dead Burned deep down into the ground Blood flows from me like a raging river
And then one minute It's gone Not a drop is left I have been drained Not a live nerve left to feel the pain My blood is gone, just like me Left somewhere floating in the sea The sea of dead girls Not above, but deep down below