I feel so lonely, like I'm not even supposed to be here. I'm in the background of every photo. No-one ever replies to me, and when they do it's only a basic one word answer. I try to be happy but I get treated like I'm just everyone's plaything, only there when they need help, or feel lonely themselves.
My heart hurts, I just want to cry. I want to be gone from this, but I don't want to die. Technology doesn't work properly when I try to use it. Girls that I like don't even bother, the only girls that do, are the girls that I'm not attracted to.
And I hate writing sad things, but I need to find a way to get it out. I know I'll still feel lonely but maybe, just maybe, someone will tell me that they are going through the same....