it only took one week for you to re-light the candle, and it only took me six words to set afire (i'm so sorry i ****** up) you were reckless with heat and i was so easily flammable and ******* for coming back when you did
there's always been a whole lot of grey between us it wasn't black and white from the start i was always making exceptions and you were always doing the wrong thing, but making it seem so right
it feels like the butterflies in my stomach have turned into bees stinging and buzzing whenever we talk and im far past the school-girl crush, with sweaty palms and shy giggles my hands are shaky and there's a lump in my throat because this isn't romance anymore, this is red eyes and fractured ribs.
you keep referring to her as "a mistake" but i keep hearing you say "i want her back" and i wish you knew that the more you try to disguise your anger as indifference, the more apparent it is that you wish things were different.
i will always be the altarboy, i will always wait for you on hands and feet. i will never be enough for you. *i will never be enough for you