lust is just love that dies we tend to want things that flood our eyes our hurt is just a price we pay looking at the moon and wishing for day in an abyss of sweet nothings we fall deep sacrificing oxygen and sleep for a mere glimpse of what love could be
things aren't so tender when they end just bitter unseasoned and bland a heap of limbs at war with each other lost souls looking to discover searching for love and a source of heat the vicious cycle of hatred and deceit turmoil boils and wrath will grow but the fire extinguished long ago
when the mind realizes it's been famished not a soul in the world cared to scan it of feelings or memories or wants or opinions or strengths or thoughts
the enemy, loneliness, born from lack of someone to adorn a naive love disguised as scorn from its battered scalp grow horns
an angel in disguise it became call it cold.. frigid.. inane..
fallen angel beseech the stars above for the slightest symbol of love and to no avail, no answer her kisses could create no dammer
she dared not bind to another for the sake of being smothered with false ardor and affection her ice as her protection to shield her ***** from the swelter that asked of no one near to help her
the delusive words of many have tried the only thing saving her was her spirit that died this barrier tall, affirmative with action hurt anyone near it with ample satisfaction
this story is about my love life. im really struggling to let people in. it's a reality ive decided to face because i have been long overdue for a reality check.