How many times will I have to repeat? Laying half asleep, feeling half dead. I watched you across the room, your staring right at me. Eyes dark like the sea, heart like stone. It surrounds Me, slowly engulfs me. I'm left alone, I'm left alone. I wish you knew how I loved you, how I still do, and always will. But what is love if it's not selfless? When everyone's selfish. I don't know, I don't know. Sometimes I feel so lonely, like no one really knows me. They don't feel what I feel.. And it's hard to wake up from this daydream, when my life seems to dark to be real, it can't be real.. How many times will I have to repeat?