I long for something to spark my interest,
to make my mind jump and start and peak with curiosity.
I want to feel alive again,
to feel excited by the thought of learning something new,
to feel adrenaline when faced with a place I have never seen before,
to feel my heart thump with life.

I am a dead, cold shell.
I do not have any interests, nor do I have anything left to spark, or jump, start or peak.
I have no excitement left in me,
my veins are filled with sorrow there is no room left for adrenaline,
my heart feels rock solid and frozen.