I have twisted mind, my souls bent out of shape. I’m reaching out, screaming but it’s much too late The demons mind’s made up, there’s no turning back My bags have been packed and my shoes are laced up I don’t want this I don’t but the benefits I reap Are too much and that I don’t wish to cease Shut my mouth walk right on by The scale is where my mind lies Holding out on this is all that I know A size 1 will not do at all The demon lies in me she knows what she wants And like it or not she’ll get it all in time For my body, life, soul are all that’s at risk She needs what she takes and I need what she gives.