Hand on the leg. Fingers clasped behind the neck. Kiss on the lips. He grabs me by the hips. And in the moment I forget the past. I forget what he did And I forget what he said. I am not what I think I am. I am not anything to him. I should stop, just turn away my head. But here I am... Back in bed. An irresistible force, So hard for me to resist. I say next time. Next time. Next time. Again. And then... Him. Of course.