When I take in air it doesn't feel so light. It's full of the things you'd never want to go down your throat. Its feels as if the air has changed to the hottest sauce I could ever imagine. That with each inhale and exhale my mouth and throat burn. They burn to such extremes that I feel like an out of shape boy after a run. A boy that does not know that he is not built to run this way. As I take in more air it only adds to the intensity. Doing as what oxygen does and igniting flames. My lungs have become these hostage negotiators. The Hostage is myself. As they decide whether I can breathe or simply gasp for the heat. They tighten me up and begin to straggle me. Just like the time I was smothered by my brother. They just don't know when to stop. Not realizing when it's no longer a game. My eyes start to flutter as my whole body begins to shift. This moment feels as if an eternity the same as watching sand glide with the wind. A simple breeze where the wind seems most at peace. An empty land where only the gust of wind exist. I only feel the light droplets of rain right after the lightning bolt strikes. It begins at my head and slowly trickles down the rest of me. Moistening only the back of my head as I face the sky. My lungs negotiated what they wanted so dearly. I gave in to their final request. The air has become as light as they say it is. Taking one final deep breath. My final thoughts on this day were those of the pleasant wind.
I just wanted to distract my mind and in a way this is what I wish, that when I go to bed right now it would be something like this.Β Β The 2nd half is what I and so many wish for.