I am destroyed
Fallen
Crushed
Ripped to shreds
I am a mess
Black streams down my cheeks
Hiccups
"Oh God please let this pain stop. Please."
I am done
The world as seen through ***** glasses
Silent
Resigned
I am sick
My stomach is wrung
My chest is split wide open
I can't speak a word
I am still in love with you
Crazily
Secretly
It's quite a ****** up thing to love someone who causes you so much pain