Most people wouldn't say that they found love in a girl with red hair, green eyes, incredibly shy, scared of food, childish, loves her music much too loud, hates herself, with an addiction to coffee, cracked but not broken.
Most people wouldn't say that they found a friend in the girl with red hair, even if she was trustworthy she gives awful advice has a bad way to approach things and would prefer music and sleep over people any day
Most people wouldn't say that they found this girl interesting pretty talented because she isn't she's just another girl, one with red hair and words to say that no one will listen to, and no one will confide in no one will find she's just going to be alone, and she's okay with that.
She isn't about to blame them, because she wouldn't either.