The last poem I am wasting on you.

After all the **** the world has put me through.

I will never die, no matter what your eyes may see.

Within your mind there is no decay, believe and it will set you free.

Death and Life are one in the same.

There is nobody else that I can blame.

I give my flesh so you can win.

I lost everything all my friends.

I opened so many doors that a normal life could not be anymore

I broke so many hearts so I could not escape it ******* tears me apart.

Just want to be happy but it is too late.

Wish I could start over but this is faith.

I love all but it wasn't enough.

If I listened would I know what I do and be who I am?

Sorry if I am different and a ******* to you, but if you only knew.

I have learned and seen so much you have no clue.

Please forgive me for I appear and open your mind to the unclear.