I took my phone
And scroll through my social media
I saw you.

I saw you.

And you again.

And you.

It was all you.

Sounds familiar eh?
That was how it is when I had you
Even after you left
It was all you.

It took me tons of energy to just push you out a little
And make space for other people
But you had to be around me
And every new dreams that I built began to crumble.

No i do not want it to crumble.
I dont want you to affect me the way you do.
I am little and weak for you.

You left, and i tried to move.
And I did.
I have someone who makes me happy now
But it frustrates me how you are still around
How i always see you somehow.

You changed it all
And now i cant even call
It is a blessing
Because a distance is created
But i am disgusted
At how I am still actually hurt
By all your actions.

You will always still be there
And i will always secretly care
But i will never compare
My new, to you, the old.

Because I gotta keep moving,
since you stopped being mine to hold.