My tears are laced with sorrow Making puddles that I'll fall in tomorrow And I'll forget the love and joy That I once borrowed I've given it back Without realizing that The pain and hurt I use to fill my coffee Just makes every sip all the more bitter But with every drink I pour, I lose another day of life So I use my tears as creamer And your words, jokes and humor As the sugar Yet nothing gets sweeter And **I'll die all the more sooner