Become who you are, not what you see
Be free From the chains of lies and Deceit
Follow your path and you will be,
open your mind and find the Key:
Take in the Notes and tones of youth,
those days are gone, not forgotten
Entrust yourself with mindful choice,
Fate is molded not written.

Hazel eyes look closely youll see all the colors
Tan skin from summer, an everyday reminder of memories made
Stand 5'1 seeing the world in a different way
Thin core, you can thank my love of soccer
Bright smile, smiling often in hopes to make your day
Small hands and feet I run around not making a sound
Long eye lashes which give reason to why I love my eyes oh so much
Unpainted finger nails giving me a blank canvas
Fine assets making me a predator to insecure girls and insecure men (who try to impress their friends)
Bubbly personality which makes it hard to be silent
Loud laugh I really should tone it down (because I laugh a lot)
This is me
Mostly physcially wise
Because a wall is up
Who are you?

devoted to one
desire for
another
so much
I wish I
could
have
done
when
we were
together
and now I am left
with the reminder
that we are
practically
strangers

lusting after you
feels so wrong
like I am
committing
a crime
such a sin
I feel so unpure
I feel like a *****
I'd be a ****
if I gave in
to what
I seem
to want
right?

never the kind
to cheat
but for you
I'd take the risk
risk of getting caught
risk of being found out

the more I deny my lust
the more I need your touch
it feels so wrong
to feel this way
but you take
my heart
to a place
that I have
never been

such a sin
such a sin

Im not sleeping, not tonight,
Too many thoughts running through my mind,
Too many whispers, too much pain,
Rather think and think and start again.
Stare at the stars and think of regrets
Pray to my God for all the help i can get.

My thoughts they'll be louder than even my words.
Though as loud as they are, they'll never be heard.

I think that I'm
Addicted
To this emptiness inside
To this secret pain of mine

Because I don't
Feel happy
I've got all I want
But it's all a front

Because I want to feel sad
I want to be mad
At the way I'm shut out
Of everyone's groups

And when I'm empty
I feel complete

As I look up to the sky,
I wonder why
Something seems wrong,
the World drags along
with blasts and terror,
a look of horror
upon the face of the sky,
which looks down and cries,
Where is the peace?
Will this madness cease?
As days go by,
I long for the time
to call this world-Paradise.

I am the one people talk about in songs and poems written at 2am
Through the blind stupor of heartbreak and rage.

I am the villain that heroes love to defeat
And spectators love to see defeated.

I am the ‘benign’ tumor that will eat its way through your body
Then run away and never look back.

I am the broken promises of forever and always.

It is scary how easily I can let go of things I once thought I treasured.
And it is absolutely terrifying how easily I can destroy people I once thought I loved.

I am the lone defendant in the courtroom
With nobody to speak up on my behalf
Not even myself.