nonya

nonya May 2019

quit shouting heartbreak!
can that feeling be so unique?
says I, who's single

#haiku

nonya May 2019

Cabin

creaking, creaking, and creaking
camouflaged pearls scattered in the grooves
of wool
congealed and stiff
collapsed in his frame

as the calm winds blow through
as his heel knocks
creaking, creaking, and creaking

the door warps and cracks
as the pearls yellow
as he sticks
and lays
and lies

free pearls at the getaway where i murdered my husband please call 980-980-9800 for more information

#horror

nonya Apr 2019

womanizer

What can I say?
The lights strobe and dance around your face
Glimmering eye shadow reflecting a light gray
Clattering bangles cant seem to stay in place
A strong perfume that wont fade
Laughing in a daze my heart flutters
When the music drowns out and I look to you
Our night is made special, like none other

Each laser sculpts your body
Red stains cover your lips
Silently and nervously fumbling oddly
You frequently adjust your grip
Pretending to ignore that you trip over your feet
My smile emanates a comfortable calm
Pausing on the floor to bring you aside
Our night is made special, like none other

The fog wraps around you
Dark makeup covers obscures your face
Gliding and passing through
I'm trying to keep up with your pace
Making it a little game
Without missing a single beat
Sweeping you into my arms off your feet
Our night is made special, like none other

I keep writing about dancing . I need to go clubbing soon

#dance

nonya Apr 2019

living alone

oh the pitter patter against my fogged window
a cool wind blows through my bones
gloomily watching the ditch overflow
I sit alone

letting the water rise through the woodwork
I wait for the creaking of splintering panels
as rust colored shoes float in the murk
the chest drowns, extinguishing the candles

whats your biggest fear?

#rhyme #water

nonya Mar 2019

Dawn

warm soft sheets
freshly cleaned with fluffed pillows
sweet flowers of an intense aroma
pulled curtains revealing
golden crisp mountains

yesterday it was 7pm all day
the bed reeked, splattered with unknown spots
stiff dankness of food and humidity
among dust covered curtains

pristine counter tops
hot pots full of flavorful meals
scents of rosemary and broth
organized sets of silverware
dinners served with love

yesterday the flies continued to buzz
stacked dishes crusted and stuck
ignoring putrid air
and pulling out another cup of ramen

welcoming the idea of a brighter outlook
unwavering support to live as well as possible
warm hugs and kisses
and freshly laundered clothes
can only be possible with a light like yours

#routine

nonya Mar 2019

Tangerine

one peel
to you I smile warmly
forgiving and reassuringly
to you my clothing is well pressed
and I say everything is fine

now two peels
to your eyes my reflection seems cold
words crafted just for you
to move with unease
and wavering for a little longer

and the third peel falls
you're not here
and I have nothing to say alone
and to you
I move farther away

until an extra peel appears
from you, a gift just for me
replacing whatever is left
to you I receive the support I should get
before I peel the walls down over again

I don't like writing sad things, but I've been eating tangerines lately and got inspired...

nonya Mar 2019

forever nap

I feel a little sleepy
imagining tousled fluffy sheets
cold air kissing my cheeks
just lay my head for a short time
long dreams and a blissful wake
wouldn't it be absolutely divine?

Breathing silently
admiring the peace quietly
with no responsibilities or anxiety
i can't hear the tears
in my deep sleep.

#sleep