Waking up to the sun shining through,
Light making its way into my room,
The sky is clear and bright blue,
I wonder if we’re going to bloom.

I get out of bed and fix my hair,
Trying to look presentable and smart,
Even though I’m not going anywhere,
I could try to steal your heart.

We speak everyday without a doubt,
My mind wonders if there’s other girls,
I try not to get jealous and shout,
Even if they wear expensive pearls.

I’ve discovered it’ll always be you,
Even if you don’t feel the same,
I know for a fact that this is true,
I’ll forever remember your name.

I’ve had this feeling deep inside,
That I will get left behind,
I feel I need to run and hide,
But I know I should be kind.

I try to distract my self,
From all the stress and tears,
It may not be good for my health,
But I continue to cover my ears.

I keep telling myself it’ll be okay,
That the voices are not here to stay,
That the demons are here to play,
And that it’ll all go away.

I smile and laugh so no one will know,
All these horrors will come and go,
I will continue to keep it on the low,
And learn to let my emotions flow.