Bling
Bling
...
Bling

The bombardment of messages was deafening
Every new message pounded at my head
As I wore a pillow over my head, protecting

Bling

My eyes closed shut as my body shook
Rage started to brew, but
I knew better than to look
At the betraying notifications, this much was true

Bling

Overwhelmed,
desperate,
frustrated,
disappointed­

Bling

"Patterns seemingly can't be broken"
Were some of the last thoughts on my brain
As I fell into a deep sleep in a sea of tears

Bling

I remember when we where kids,
We always played our silly games,
You'd cry,
And I'd comfort you

We played hide and seek,
And you would hide,
And I would seek,
And you'd always make yourself found

And I remember that promise,
That promise we promised not to forget
Do you still remember it,
That promise we made before I moved?

You whispered into my ear,
"Promise me,
promise me when we see each other later,
that we will get married and have kids?"

I whispered back into your ear,
"I promise"
That same day,
I moved out of town

I never saw you,
Nor you saw me,
And I remember,
I'd morn every night for you

I hoped I would see you again,
Even if it was only once
I cried and prayed for 5 years,
Hoping to see that beautiful face

Ten years later,
Yesterday,
I find you in Italy,
And we talked about an hour

There was a golden ring,
wrapped around your *******
You told me,
That you were married

Heartbroken,
Was I,
For that promise we made,
Ment nothing to you

I've been in this nightmare for far too long,
I've explored every corner of this world,
And what I've found isn't that great,
There is misery all around.

There is war,
There is hatred,
There is jealousy,
And the worst there is, is corruption.

The oxygen we breath is polluted,
Our ocean is contaminated with oil,
People cut down the trees of the forest,
and no one bothers to replant them.

Disease is all around,
People go mad,
People get drunk all day,
And people abuse there bodies.

There is killing of innocent animals,
There are murders of innocent people,
There is crime committed every day,
And people rob each other no matter if they're related or not.

I've wanted to wake up from this forsaken nightmare,
Go back to my life,
See how it is...
For I've forgotten after so long.

I think I'm finally waking up...
One by one, objects started to disappear,
And objects started to form in my room,
I think I've finally awakened from my nightmare.

Joy spread across my entire body,
I ran to my front door to see the world,
And what I found...
Was a meessed up world filled with misery and pain.

A young boy at a store,
Spotted another boy across the door,
Just standing there on the floor,
And he would stare to adore.

Many questioned him,
And others were proud for him,
While some stared at the sky of august,
And others stared in disgust.

The young boy just kept on marveling,
At the other young being,
Who became the only living thing,
That he thought was worth watching.

His thoughts were not poisoned,
And they didn't come from the void,
That many find "pleasant",
For this boy was inocent.

I remember those days,
those times when we would laugh,
And talk every day,
not caring 'bout anything else.

We 'bonded' on our first day,
And i new we would be friends,
something that I had been for for a while.

And here you are today,
standing in front of me,
with that smile on your face,
after...2, 3 years?

We just stared at each other,
we did that for a while,
no one said a word,
And the world remained silent.

The silence was broken by your voice,
You put your hand out in front,
And you told me,
"Shall we start over agian, Stranger?"

I don't update much, this is very true, for my rhymes are betraying me, leaving my mind just like those leaving a substation. My inspiration, all lost. There is Nothing that shall recover this, for I don't quite know how. All hope is lost, and so is life. I am too busy, to even update on this unforgiving website.

I am nearly an illusion of life. I exist in this life, but at the same time, I don't. I am stuck in this pathetic place you humans call earth. I pity you with the rest of the people that are living, for life is another illusion within itself, and all of you are headed for your own doom. With all of these wars, destruction, and jealousy, you you are going to be the cause of your deaths, and you are simply making that end point closer and closer to you all. And when you think it's the end, it isn't, and trust me, all of you are going to be taken away. There will be no stone nor building or a sign of life remaining in this 'earth' of yours. Our whole life is a lie, and the sooner you all accept, and know this, the better of a chance we have of changing things. I just leave you all with this, life is nearly an illusion, and soon enough, life is going to catch up with you, and swallow you whole.