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There are more poems inside me, but I intuit it is longer fair to impose on you by sharing more.  The deep seeded infection of my spirit waxes and wanes, and there is no antidote, and unlike the virus itself, there never will be, a future cure, an inexpensive replacement cost for the spirit spent, the time and futures spirited away.

Perhaps you recall I was one mile away from Ground Zero on September 11th.  Rarely do I walk there.

The coronavirus poetry inserts itself unaided, never asking permission, a like minded, but a contra-cousin to the coronavirus.

I live in New York City, the epicenter where now, close to 800 die daily.

Normally, about 25 bodies a week are interred on Hart island, mostly for people whose families can't afford a funeral, or who go unclaimed by relatives.  In recent days, though, burial operations have increased from one day a week to five days a week, with around 24 burials each day.^^

Each dies with no last words, no Kaddish recited, Last Rites, too late, no Ṣalāt al-Janāzah or Om Namo Narayanaya.  Each one, a numbered pine coffin, and each one will have at the very least, a poem of their own, so help me god.

Buried side by side in large trench, room plenty for new arrivals,
I hear the banging, protesting, resisting, this is not the way, I was promised, my ears left pounding!  Hillel, the great scholar in this dream, reminds that “the time is short, and the work is great.”          

He paraphrases, though, “the bodies many, the poems too few.”

There ain’t no anonymity in heaven, but I’ll reconfirm that with you later.
 Jan 2019 Olivia Kent
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The poet lives two lives.
One on the outside,
And one in their mind.

When you look in their eyes
You could see an abyss.

If you looked long enough
You could sink into it.

But most people don’t see it.

Take the time to read the words, though,
And you would know for sure.

The poet lives in two different worlds.
A little escape from the madness.
Or maybe, into.
With bitter tongue and acrid heart
He throws his words like poison darts
Shooting straight in to the choir
A lacklustre mind which thinks itself on fire
Who doth with his venom his true colours impart

But I fight back, when his bricks fall
He likes the tallest tree to fell
I throw each brick back twice as well
To knock him dead because he gave me hell

His pretentiousness the mind appals
Yet his prattle and parlance has the fools in thrall
But I see through his pathetic game
People like him are all the same
Yet think they are above the one and all
Feeling that feel good
it felt good to give a new pound coin
to an old beggar,
but then I didn't feel so good,
what if
he bought drugs with it?
or
what if
it was spent on drink?

then I felt better
how many drugs could a pound buy?
and how much alcohol?
unless it was that lightning cider krap
and even then a quid wouldn't get rid
of the thirst in a gnat
so I felt the feel good until,
what if,
he choked on his cheap rotgut
overdosed on a shot
put
that in perspective

would the feel good factor
factor in my defence?

I don't feel so good now.
Before sleep, I hear their ghosts
Across the dark, as the air blues
Into the cold hour
Up there beneath Orion
They trace a glint of water
Locked to the lodestone of their fragile skulls
Their winter mother calling them home
Crying Mersey, Mersey
New recruits must follow
Vibration of the coded dance
Do they see beyond
The divide quark in six dimensions ?
Plumbing the subatomic
Mirroring Shivas ebb and flow
Radiating to OM.
I'm waiting for you,
breathing in and
so quiet that the pin
would hesitate to drop.

This sentinel waits well and will
until you tell me 'go'

I exhale knowing I'll breathe in
again,
the tail does not wag the dog
(I suspect it's collaboration)

Ah,
the aberrations of the mind
the alienation when we find that
no one gives a hoot.

I am still, still breathing in
the pin halfway still hesiates
the ticking of the clock breaks
my concentration,

consternation, but I ride it out
breathing in,
slow and
calculated
this is how I waited once before,

I will be
still be
breathing in.
I see dinosaurs down below
on the valley floor where
in the faunasphere
eggs are lain and
strange things grow.

It's easy in the aeroplane
to sit back with a gin and
explain it all away
with a,
'it's been a hard day, a funny week'
but I
take another peek
and they're still there
plus
four pterodactyls in the air.

This holiday
is home from home
my body and my mind will
roam.

Oh a Stegosaurus
pour us out another gin
one more and I'll
fit right in
to
the straitjacket.
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