After falling
Off the wagon,
I ****** blood.

And woke up worse
Than hemorrhage
Suffering from a pain
I couldn't
Explain.

Pain troubling
Me thru the day
Knowing there were
Things I couldn't fix
Or understand.

Waiting for nightfall,
The shroud of darkness
And
Foggy light,
Knowing understanding
Would never come,
But searching for its source
In the sky.

While soldiers died,
Under a Syrian night.

If I could describe in words
This feeling my heart
Then this would the wildest poem
And the most beautiful art

This time I had realised
I am falling
Deepest from my heart
Loving you

Unconditional love
Only for you
To spend my lifetime with

Hear my confession
Trust me
All for you

Wishing you are mine
Until my last breath

May the Al-Mighty would grant my wishes.
AYR.

Sometimes I have to find an in between,
So I can break the ice.
And when I do I can slip through.
Sometimes I cant comprehend a meaning,
Or overlook the littlest thing.
I look for a gaze,
Or touch.
Then I can capture what I want so much.
I want to be close enough,
To see a vision of myself in your eyes.
I want to view the possibilities in your smile.
I want to enlighten myself with you awhile.
I need more than a glance,
Or a quick hello.
What you are thinking is what I need to know.
Could it be something more than what your showing?
Or did I miss out on knowing?
I want to be close enough,
To hear your whispers in my ear.
I want to see into our future,
Of the happiness we could share.
Could we be just two hearts that never joined.
A chance that was never taken.
Or a love that was bound to be forsaken.
Sometimes I have to find an in between.
So I can break the ice.
And when I do,
I can slip through and hold your heart for a lifetime.

And the river did turn blood red
A thousand angels cried
Let no mortal man stand between earth and sky
For the hand of fate shall strike the heathen down

And man fell to his knees and wept
As his naked form did wail
At the hatred borne within
Now grown and in full bloom

The earth shall give and it shall take
Let no false idol promise gold
And thou you will turn to dust
Purest heart will carry you forth