"Even the sky reminds me of you"
Of course it does, its the same sky we stood under.

Crushed like ice
Like twenty tons have been thrown on my soul
You spoke those words that emitted through your vocal cords like venom
A snake you were
Looking through my eyes into my core
So delicately
You devised your plan to **** everything inside me
Skillfully you weaved your web, planted your trap
And with your love decoy blindfolded my logic
All that was open was my trust
Your weapon
You deceived, I believed
Your arms were so warm,
Now the only warmth I feel
Is that of my blood
Spilling from my soul
As my life swings carelessly
Like a pendulum
Back and forth
Higher and higher
But going nowhere
The five senses have gone numb
I scream louder and louder
But no one hears me
They speak, they call out to help
I cannot hear
Look at me, look at the nothingness you have brought onto me

I'm sorry you missed the day I came home.
I'm sorry you left my Mum all alone.
I'm sorry you missed the first time I walked.
And I'm sorry you missed the first time I talked.

I'm sorry you missed tucking me in at night.
I'm sorry you missed turning off my light.
I'm sorry you missed me getting my first fright.
And I'm sorry you weren't there to tell me it's alright.

I'm sorry you never really cared,
Never bothered to make a call.
In fact, I'm not sorry in the slightest bit.
I'm not sorry at all.

You should be sorry,
Sorry to me,
And sorry to all of us,
For what you couldn't be.

A Dad is supposed to love,
Protect, worship and care.
A Dad is supposed to do all of this,
But most importantly be there.

But you couldn't provide,
Protect or care.
You couldn't worship.
And you couldn't be there

Because you made the choice
To never try with me.
Sure, you're on and off now,
But it's just too late, you see.

I mean, I get it now.
And although this makes me sad...
You will always be my father.
You'll just never be my Dad

You are the waves in my heart, I just dont know what you will wash up on shore.

Burn my soul.
You need to stay warm, right?

It’s not about being happy, that is the thing. I’m just trying to get through each day. I can’t keep asking myself ‘Am I happy? ‘ It just makes me more miserable. I don’t know If I believe in it, real lasting happiness, All those perky, well-adjusted people you see in movies and TV shows ? I don’t think they exist.

You mean to me what I never meant to you
So call me a fool

Running, running
far away.
Escaping dreams
of yesterday.
Faster, faster
there I go.
Forgetting things
you'll never know.
Dying, dying
deep inside.
Find a place
for me to hide.
Catching, catching
up with me.
No more running
from reality.
Stopping, stopping
let me cry.
Finding a way
to say goodbye.

I don’t understand how people… live. It’s amazing to me that people wake up every morning and say: ‘Yeah, another day, let’s do it.’ How do people do it? I don’t know how.

when i looked at you i got butterflies,
but when you said "hey" it was pesticide

You didn’t want “just friends”
So now we’re nothing
I was scared to leave her
Not like that
You pushed and I fell
Into bed with you
But what did that give us?
Razor blade sheets for you to tuck me into
The guilt ate away at the love I had for you
I needed time

Is it weird I dont want you happy?  It's just when I'm happy at the same time... it feels so wrong, just wrong.

The sky cry’s
A scream of frantic worship
You pant the bitter wind
As rain and sea rip into me
Smearing blood over the rocks
I let the storm crush me.

If those are your friends, you are really lonely

Not understanding that you’re a horrible person doesn’t make you less of a horrible person

jealousy is a stupid word.
What it should mean is that i know how easy it is to fall in love with you, thats why i'm scared.

Why would you give someone a sliver of hope and throw it down there throat.
You had a diamond and threw it, you threw it far away, and you picked up a rock.  
You.  you are the reason my ink bleeds through paper.  You are the reason my head aches.
But.  in the end its me who did it.

Your skin is a waste of space.
There is no heart in you.

I wish everything was like it used to be.
Those simple days when we walked hand in hand.
I wish we could go back to the days where your head would fit perfectly in my neck.
The days where we would just lay and do nothing.
Where we could cuddle and stay warm.
The days where we loved each other with our whole hearts.
The days where just seeing you smile was all I needed to be happy.
I wish I could just be with you again and see that gorgeous smile.

Loving you was the last thing I felt really good at.

Its easy to pick someone out,
but harder to love them.

I have razor blade sheets
for you to tuck me into
while the guilt you caused ate away at the love we had.

If tomorrow brings new hope,
I hope,
It brings you.

Why am I holding on to something that I should let go,
I tell myself that ill be okay.
Why should I hurt myself and put you on a pedestal, I fall and make the same mistakes.

The rain falls,
so do you.

Not for me,
rather him.

Just take a breathe
and realize,

I'm home.

He wrote her a song, but it never got finished
They both fell in love, but it was soon diminished
She sits on his bed and cries in his lap
He cries back at her, knowing they can't go back.

Clouds of thunder, pouring rain,
The hurt I feel, the throbbing pain.
Droplets trickling down my face.
should rain give me this one embrace?

Drenched and cold, my biggest fears,
Not by the rain but by my tears.
When will this storm come to an end?

all i ever wanted was you.

You tell me that you love me
But there you go leaving
Why you so surprised?
You're a demon in disguise
These past 2 weeks all I have been doing is
crying.

I get worried over the guys you text and you say "they are just friends"
but remember I was your friend too.

I know you, you know, I think too much of you.

love me.
break me.
tear me.
feel me.
ride with me.
dance with me.
draw with me.
read me.
throw me out.
but please, baby, don't leave me

what can you do?
you can't seem to please people anymore.
especially you.
when you leave, I have a gift for you.
Its a bag of the butterflies you made me feel every day, seeing you smile was the food, your laugh was their oxygen, and now that you left. take them and keep them alive for me, I won't need them for anyone else after you.

I don’t know what to tell you. I’m happy for the first time in my life and I’m not gonna feel bad about it. It takes a long time to realise how truly miserable you are and even longer to see it doesn’t have to be that way. Only after you give up everything can you begin to find a way to be happy

you only wanted me when it was just convenient for you,
why did this cold weather make me feel so much warmer then you ever did

Remember we were gonna leave this city and make a life for ourselves. We were gonna dance and laugh and buy too many plants and listen to as much live music as possible and prove everyone wrong and kiss and hold hands and fall even more in love everyday. Remember when you promised that.

I dream about you,
Even though I dont sleep.

In our rib cage lies our heart
Protected
But people can reach inside and cause chaos.
When this happens
Remind yourself that you are not a burden.

i cant write a good poem no matter how hard i try.
all of them are my previous heartbreaks or my future heartbreaks.
help me please.

why?
why can't you see me?
why can't you see the pain?
why can't you understand?
I know I'm not someone you want me to be.
but why?

We
as in you and me
Were never meant to be.